I lost my Mom and Dad 13 years ago. When it happened I felt like someone stole my sun from the sky for world grew cold and dark. Many years and many miles since than and I'm still not FINE I will never get over her but I learned to somehow keep living on. My mom loved the holidays and since she left I haven't celibrated any of them I just seem to disappear for those months and reappear when they are over. I wish I could say my parents leaving affected me the worse but all my brothers and sisters are truly sensitive to the subject probably because we lost them so young (we were all in our 20's)..If you read this take the time to tell your mom how much she means to you for my last time kissing my mother's cheeks she already passed
a very wise man told me years ago when his mother passed:
one mother can raise a village but a village cannot replace one mother
my name is redemption